I am alone
"I am here for you."
"You're not alone."
"I'll always be there for you."
Fucking bullshit.
When it's 2:30am and the darkness fills me,
I am alone.
When it fills the void cavities of my heart,
I am alone.
When the waves of loneliness finally drown me,
I am alone.
When the suicidal pills on the bedside seem closer than before,
I am alone.
When my thoughts rip me apart,
I am alone.
When my head gets a lot more heavy than ever before,
I am alone.
When I cry a silent scream,
I am alone.
When the tears don't stop rolling down my cheeks,
I am alone.
When death seems the only solution,
I am alone.
When the knife penetrates deep down my skin,
I am alone.
When the blood streams across my wrist,
I am alone.
And when I take my last breath and close my eyes and the pain is no more.
I am alone.
Much hate, Nupur.
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