"I am here for you." "You're not alone." "I'll always be there for you." Fucking bullshit. ...
"I am here for you."
"You're not alone."
"I'll always be there for you."
Fucking bullshit.
When it's 2:30am and the darkness fills me,
I am alone.
When it fills the void cavities of my heart,
I am alone.
When the waves of loneliness finally drown me,
I am alone.
When the suicidal pills on the bedside seem closer than before,
I am alone.
When my thoughts rip me apart,
I am alone.
When my head gets a lot more heavy than ever before,
I am alone.
When I cry a silent scream,
I am alone.
When the tears don't stop rolling down my cheeks,
I am alone.
When death seems the only solution,
I am alone.
When the knife penetrates deep down my skin,
I am alone.
When the blood streams across my wrist,
I am alone.
And when I take my last breath and close my eyes and the pain is no more.
I am alone.
Much hate, Nupur.